How can lift myself out of this depression?Could anybody encourage me that God still loves me?

Know this one thing that god loves you so much that he sent his son to die on the cross for the remission of your sins. You are in a hard place just pray from the deepest part of your heart/spirit in the name of jesus and god will show you a way out. I declare & decree in Jesus Name that a door will open up for you this very day because I delight myself in the things of god and I am his righteousness in christ jesus You said it would be established. Get you a bible and read 1 proverb every morning and 5 psalms every night and see what kind of wisdom god bestows upon you.